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For me, every day starts and ends the same: an old deck of cards, a worn-out table, and the tired patrons of my quaint little card shop at the corner of Madison and Monroe. However, that daily routine of benign predictability crumbled into irrelevance the day the “Carte de la Destinée” found its way to me, a beautiful relic touting an unnerving promise: to show the future.

The card arrived within an ornate mahogany box, a product of a blind auction lot from a European estate sale. A handwritten note laid delicately inside the box, reading: “La carte montre la vérité, mais ne la change jamais.” Translated, it meant, “The card shows the truth, but never change it.”

Intrigued, I held the card up. It shimmered, ethereal under the shop’s dim lights. Turning it over, my reflection materialized on its mirror-like surface, but then it began to warp and shimmer, transforming into a scene. I saw myself at a crowded auction house, my hand triumphantly shooting up with a winning bid. The vision faded, and my own reflection resumed its place on the card’s surface.

I chuckled at this vision. In a week, I was actually attending an auction renowned for its rare collectibles. I pocketed the card, excitement bubbling within me. However, the thrill soon turned into something gnawing, darker. I tried brushing it aside. That night, however, sleep eluded me.

The week passed, and the day of the auction arrived. As I entered the crowded hall, the card’s image replayed in my mind. Doubt gnawed at me, but the thrill of the event, the excited murmur of the crowd, the intoxicating allure of the unknown - I pushed aside the warning and plunged in, the ominous sensation forgotten.

As the event proceeded, my eyes locked onto a beautiful, antique chess set. I remembered my father teaching me chess, a memory swathed in warmth and safety. Caught in nostalgia, my hand shot up, just as it had in the card’s vision.

A sudden chill slithered down my spine, but it was too late.

My winning bid echoed through the room, followed by applause that seemed more like a death knell than a celebration. I sat there, an icy dread settling over me, every clapping hand, every congratulatory nod twisting into a ghastly parody of joy. The moment mirrored the card’s prophecy. Suddenly, my innocent store and the promise of predicting the future felt uncomfortably eerie, the threads of my reality slowly unravelling.

That night, I sat at my shop, the chess set mocking me from across the room. Suddenly, I remembered the inscription, “Never change it.” Was this my punishment for dismissing the card’s warning?

I couldn’t shake off the lingering dread. As a distraction, I held the card again. My reflection rippled and transformed. The scene showed me, in my shop, but not alone. A man stood across me - tall, ominous, face obscured in shadow. In his hand was a knife, glinting menacingly under the shop’s dull lights. The vision faded, replaced by my wide-eyed reflection staring back at me.

Blood pounded in my ears. Was this my future now? A future tainted by my recklessness? The cruel irony was not lost on me: the very item I purchased while defying the card’s prediction had led me to a deadly rendezvous. I was trapped in my own fate, every tick of the clock a step closer to the grim scene the card predicted. My little shop, once a sanctuary, now felt like a trap.

Days morphed into a surreal haze. The card’s prediction left me teetering on the precipice of fear. Strangers turned into potential threats, every tall silhouette sent me spiraling into a pit of dread, and the innocuous glint of a harmless utensil became a harbinger of my doom.

The card sat on the table, a cruel taunt of my predicament. Driven by desperation, I clutched it again, hoping for a different vision. But the card reflected back the same terrifying scene: my shop, the shadowed figure, the glinting knife.

Frustration welled up within me. If the card showed my fate, then I could change it, right? I decided to close the shop, a feeble attempt to escape the prophecy.

Closing the shop brought me little relief. My mind spun a web of horrifying scenarios. In the quiet isolation of my apartment, I held the card again. But now, the reflection showed the same man, same knife, in my apartment. I had tried to alter my fate, and in return, fate brought the danger closer to home.

An icy terror clawed at my insides, and the apartment morphed into a chilling tableau of dread. I felt my existence folding into itself, the walls of reality closing in. It was as if I was walking within a sinister dream, the future no longer a beacon of hope but a malevolent echo of my impending doom.

Then it struck me. The card had adjusted its vision to my attempt at changing the future. What if I could continue the cycle until the card revealed a harmless future? The thought gave me a sliver of hope.

Over the next days, I tried to outmaneuver my fate. If the card showed danger in my apartment, I decided to spend the night in a motel. But as I unveiled the card’s prediction within the drab motel room, my heart sank. The same scene played out, the location adjusted to the motel. My efforts to divert the fate only served to prove the inevitability of the prophecy.

The silent dread was eroding my sanity. Days were lost in a cat-and-mouse game with the card. It seemed that my destiny was tied to a sinister dance, one where I was always one step behind. My only solace was that the card revealed no timeline. As long as I kept changing locations, I was safe.

However, the relief was short-lived. One night, the card showed a terrifying addition. My ominous adversary was in the same motel, just a few rooms away. The vision shifted to the room’s door, and the soundless vision of the man raising his knife seared into my memory. The danger was no longer a looming possibility - it was imminent.

I bolted from the motel, my breath hitching as I stumbled into my car. Where could I go now? How could I escape a fate so relentlessly persistent? The cruel card had made a chess piece out of me, and in a sick twist of irony, I was cornered by my own kingside.

As the roads stretched aimlessly in front of me, a wild idea crept into my mind. What if I got rid of the card? Would I be free then? Determined, I stopped at the edge of a deserted bridge. As the cool night wind caressed my face, I hurled the card into the dark abyss below.

Sighing with relief, I walked back to my car. But as I opened the door, there it was - the card, sitting on the driver’s seat, waiting for me.

My breath caught in my throat. I was trapped in a chilling loop, hunted by a future I had recklessly courted. But amid the relentless terror, I realized something. I hadn’t seen the final move yet. Maybe, just maybe, there was still a chance to turn the game around.

In the days that followed, I became a phantom of myself, a sleep-deprived specter tormented by a relentless predator. My own sanity began to blur, teetering on the precipice of collapse under the unbearable weight of impending doom.

No matter how much I fled, no matter how many times I discarded the card, it always found its way back to me. With each reveal, the threat crept closer, morphing reality into a twisted charade. My life had become a grotesque echo of the prophecy, a chilling ballet conducted by an unseen puppeteer. I was just a marionette, dancing to the cruel melody of my imminent demise.

In the midst of my desperate flight, an idea dawned. The card. The card was always a step ahead, but it showed only one version of the future. What if… what if there was a different future? What if the knife didn’t bring an end, but a beginning? Could it be that the prophecy was not one of death, but survival? Maybe the card’s prediction wasn’t my doom but my salvation?

With renewed determination, I decided to face my fate. The card was my weapon, and I would wield it to dictate the terms of my destiny. I set out to my shop, the very place where this terrifying game had started. With each step, my dread was slowly replaced by resolve. If the man with the knife was my inevitable destiny, I would meet it head-on.

I reached the shop just as dusk draped its inky veil across the sky. The familiar sign creaked in the wind, a haunting symphony to the macabre dance that awaited inside. I pushed the door open and stepped into the gloom, every creak of the wooden floor echoing through the cavernous room.

Then, I saw him - the towering silhouette of the man from my visions. He stood in the shadows, the glint of his knife catching the moonlight streaming in from the window. His cold, cruel eyes bore into mine, two glacial orbs radiating a venomous glow.

My heart pounded like a war drum in my chest, but I held my ground. The prophecy was here, and I was ready. As he raised his knife, I lifted the card, the very harbinger of this fate, and thrust it towards him.

For a moment, everything froze. Then, the man staggered, his knife falling from his grasp. His eyes widened in horror as the card’s silver gleam reflected off his face. I watched in bewilderment as he stumbled back, falling to the ground with a bone-jarring thud.

Suddenly, the room filled with a spectral light. The card vibrated in my hand, the edges searing my palm. I watched in awe as the image on the card changed. The shop faded away, replaced by the image of a tall man, lying lifeless on the floor.

The card had fulfilled its prophecy, but not the one I had feared. Instead of heralding my demise, it had predicted my survival. The man with the knife was not my executioner but my victim. The card had been warning me, not of my fate but of the fate I would bring about.

In a twisted revelation, I realized the card hadn’t been predicting my future. It had been predicting the future I would create. In my terror, I had interpreted the man’s presence as a threat, but the card had only shown the inevitable result of our encounter. It was a warning, a beacon to guide my actions. The card had shown me my future, but I was the one who had cast it in a dreadful light.

Now, in the silence of the shop, I understood the card’s true nature. It didn’t show a predestined future, but the one most likely based on our actions. It was a tool, not a prophecy, guiding me towards a future that was still in my hands to shape. And, in a cruel twist of fate, my fear had sculpted a reality more terrifying than the one I had tried to evade.

As I stood there, alone in the aftermath of my ordeal, I felt a profound sense of loss. I had become a slave to my fear, letting it guide my actions and shape my destiny. But with the card in my hand, I realized that the future was not set in stone. It was fluid, ever-changing, shaped by our choices and our perceptions. The card was not a cruel taunt of my predicament but a reflection of my fears and actions. The prophecy was never about the man with the knife. It was about me, about my journey, and about the fear that had led me here.

In the end, the card was just a card. It was me who had imbued it with a terrifying power, me who had let it dictate my life. But now, as I looked at the card one last time, I saw it for what it truly was - a mirror reflecting back my deepest fears, a reminder that the future was not a cruel puppeteer but a canvas waiting for my brushstrokes.

As I stepped out of the shop, I left the card behind. I didn’t need it anymore. The future was mine to shape, mine to live, and no card, no prophecy, could dictate my destiny. It was a lesson learned at a great cost, but it was a lesson I would carry with me, a beacon guiding my path into the uncertainty of the future. I had survived the prophecy, but more importantly, I had survived my fear.

And that was a victory no card could ever predict.