Hello, my names Matthew elliows I’m not too sure why I’m writing this down, I ain’t much of a writer to be honest so not exactly sure what I’m doing so here goes nothing, About 2 hours ago, I started hearing a small meowing noise, at first I thought it was my cat, maybe he was hungry? But he ended up being asleep on the sofa so I got confused and started questing where it was coming from I eventually just brushed it off as either Mt neighbours or hell maybe a cat was outside my house and it was aggressively loud Either way I’ll keep ya’ll posted
Update: so it’s been a day now, pretty sure it’s gotten louder and crap.. It’s kinda freaking me out a bit It’s still not to much of a stretch that maybe it’s just my neighbours or a cat outside I don’t know, there has to be a explanation Right?
Update 2: so it’s been a few hours more it definitely got louder so I don’t know what the hell to do? Am I going crazy or something?? Guess my friend was right, I do spend wayyy to much time around my cat, to the point I’ve started imaging his meowing constantly- Ima try seeing if it’s my neighbours and then check around my house a few times I’ll update later on.
Update 3: so my neighbours don’t have any pets. And I checked my house 5 times and it’s just gotten louder, what the hell is happening?? I’m gunna try see a doctor about it or a therapist idk just someone, it’s starting to creep me out a bit, this ain’t normal right? I don’t think it is anyway I also asked my girlfriend while she was over if she could hear anything, she didn’t hear it at all so yeah, maybe I am going crazy???
Update 4: it’s been a week. Why is it all so loud? It’s like it’s meowing right into my ears I can’t sleep anymore It’s like airhorns go off whenever I close my eyes for a second Why won’t it let me sleep?? I looked into therapy my girlfriend is concerned about me and my hearing, she thinks I’m losing my hearing or something, I haven’t told her yet. How would I even tell her? “Hey ash, I keep hearing meowing in my ears constantly and I’m going crazy because of it!” But anyways, I’ll update you all in another week or so? Maybe..
Update 5: it’s been 3 weeks since the meowing started. Therapy isn’t helping, doctors aren’t helping So I’ve decided to go to a spiritualist, maybe I’ve been cursed or some shit? Only problem is who? And why I love cats and I love people, but this is torcher what did I do wrong? WHY ME?
update 6: it’s been a month. It’s so loud I’m surprised my ears aren’t bleeding, I can’t do this much longer What do I do? Nothing has helped. I can’t go outside. I’ll just stay inside trying to drown the noise out. It seems better to get neighbours complaining then have nothing to drown in out, if only for a moment. God please just make me deaf. I’d do anything to make it stop Please, please make it stop
Update 7: my name is Matthew elliows I’m 24 And this will be my last update before I find a way to deafen myself I can’t live like this much longer. It’s been about 6 weeks now, I haven’t gone out I’ve just been getting delivery, I work from home so it was easy. But I ended up snapping at my cat I killed my cat with a fork to the throat. Oh god the blood, why was it so bloody. I’m so sorry lori you were a good kitty it wasn’t your fault, it wasn’t your fault kitty. I’ll be back with my last update after this I pray to God this will save me my Sanity God please let this work, I beg of you..
Last update: it worked! It hurts like he’ll but I can’t hear it anymore God its over, thank the lord its over I couldn’t of survived any longer if it’d of kept going It was worth it, I’m going to start crying the sweet sweet sound of silence, Wait. I can’t hear Why can I hear? I can hear the meowing.. No nonononononoNoNoNONONO NO I WONT LET YOU TAKE ME BACK NO I WONY GO That’s it. I’ll have to stab myself. Goodbye cruel world, goodbye people Let it be over I can’t do it anymore, I CANT DO IT ANYMORE