yessleep

yk, as a teenager in the time of world changing adn internet shits, I found a Vtuber that stapled her pssy and obviously, I felt normal.
It wasnt scary/uncanny at ALL I mean it cuz I’ve been throught shits too much like gores, and porn like that stuff can be listed to the absolute ordinary things in my mind since it only thrills people who was born in the 80s or kids cuz we all been through that.

About the scary part, I dont want to yap too much but I searched ALOT about deep/dark webs and I admit Im an amateur in using internet like mining deep inside it since I dont have that brave minded dumbass mind to do it.
Back to the line, that Vtuber I tried to see was commaV9413 (you can look her up) and while watching a vid of some guy talking about it, I heard he said she had a deepweb that basically posted her harming herself like putting razors blades like **BLADES** in the inside of her pussy and got a tube in to record it or a more disgusting shit that is less brutal is putting live creatures like insects in it.

With all those “funni” stuff, I was kinda worried about her safety, curious like a kid about those images so I searched and searched but that reminds me of the *Deep web* and yk, stories about it isnt the best bedtime story.
I watched some Darkweb shits in yt when I was a kid already but never got any idea to ever try it until now. I installed Tor and got no idea what to do and its midnight while Im writing this/installed Tor.
I tried to get access to the DW and my arms, hands, feet was all chilled, its been years since the last time I was scared of smth in the internet and it was some creapy pasta stuff but now, I A M S C A R E D

I was terrified knowing what Im going to witness/observe so I stopped, drop and roll (in my mind) as quick as possible and look up some posts on reddit about DW.

I was scrolling far away from lands and I think I’ve observed quite alot of knowledges about internet but every notifying sounds in the system can freak me out and that is not good ykwim.
I will go to sleep.

It was a long night for me guys and I just want to say that this shit is just terrifying, knowing that youre stupid, lack of accessibility and youre just an absolute dumbass is weird, you cant understadn shits since it is full of japanese and russian some time arabic and those DW stuff I heard from people makes me affraid for deaths incoming if I make a mistake in DW.

I cant sleep.

I cant…. I just cant stop thinking about what is thrilling me, what is that, I havent seen shits, havent seen the dark stuff but why am I scared?

good night everyone!

stay safe and dont try this at home.
Hope you guys the best since… no one says that here right?