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I wish I had never ventured into that part of the woods. The leaves were a deep, dark green, with an almost spectral quality to them, as if they were masking some eldritch secret. I felt an inexplicable pull towards it, one which I could not deny.

Against my better judgement, I chose to take a step forward into the unknown, captivated by my own longing for adventure. Little did I know then that this decision would lead me down a path of peril and anguish. The first time I passed by, I saw a delicate white rabbit hopping around, its ears flapping softly. There was something bewitching about it, something strangely alluring. I felt as if I had no control of my actions; I felt an immediate affinity with the creature, and my heart burned with a desire to nurture it. I scooped it up and took it home with me.

The next day, I revisited the same spot and stumbled upon dozens of other bunnies of many colours and sizes. It was as if they had been expecting me, as if they had been waiting for me. Fascination overtook me, and I brought a few of them back home with me. My awe soon developed into a psychological reflection of my life. I looked around me and asked myself if my deeds were as pure and innocent as these creatures, and if I was living life with the same grace and tenderness. I felt my heart racing, and my mind was abuzz with a myriad of interior musings.

At first, I was content simply looking after them and taking them on voyages with me. I felt as if I had found some new companions, and we had some incredibly bewitching experiences together. Yet, soon I noticed that the rabbits were behaving oddly. They were timid and cautious, and they seemed to have a supernatural understanding of their surroundings. No matter where we ventured, they seemed to know the place like the back of their claws. It became obvious that the rabbits were part of a much bigger system of creatures and that I had opened a portal to a strange and perilous new world.

I was afraid, but I could not abandon the rabbits. As my only bond to this land, I felt the need to protect them. So, I stayed and uncovered the secrets of this world, learning about its inhabitants and their peculiar customs. I was flabbergasted by the creatures I encountered, but I also came to realise how dangerous this place was. There were obscure and intimidating forces at play, and I worried that if I stayed any longer, I would be met with a dire fate. I tried to discover a way back home, but I had no success. I was held captive in this realm, and I felt an ever-growing sense of dread that weighed down on my soul. As my hope was fading, I knew I had to find a way back or I would be stuck in this strange world forever.

The search for my way back was filled with horrifying events. I encountered creatures that wished to do me harm, and I only just escaped with my life. But I was determined to return home and so I ventured through many different realms and witnessed things that no human should ever lay eyes on. I faced my fears and persevered, and eventually, after months of searching, I found a portal back to the real world. I was ecstatic and filled with a sense of relief, but I also had a heavy spirit. I felt guilt for leaving the rabbits behind in that alien world, but I knew I had to save myself. I had no other choice but to leave them. Looking back on all my experiences, I have come to understand that sometimes we need to take a leap of faith and explore what is beyond our normal realm of understanding, no matter how perilous the journey may be.

We need to accept that life is filled with both beauty and terror and that by embracing the unknown, we open up to the possibility of discovering true greatness. And although I may never know what became of those rabbits that I left behind, I know that I will always carry a part of them with me, as a reminder that amidst the dark and hideous moments of life, there will always be light and hope.

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