I can’t continue like this anymore, I can’t. I can’t. I can’t. My cat, dog, mother, and grandmother. They’ve left me alone. They’re all gone. They never come by, they never say hi. I haven’t been called in ten years… It’s been a fucking decade! My head pounds so much, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, I can’t. They hate me. It hurts. I can’t see myself in the mirror, he smiles back. He tells me to do something bad, bad, bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad. I don’t want to though. I can’t sorry. Please please please please please please please… Don’t leave me, friends. We could have fun. We could laugh. Yet you leave me alone. Why? Why? Why? Why? I can’t eat. I can’t talk. I don’t feel like talking yet I need to. Please someone. Stop me. stop. Shut up. shut up. PLEASE! I’m going to do horrible things if I continue like this. They laugh at me and I can’t hide they laugh at me and I can’t run They laugh at me and I am crying. Please stop, you should know what is best. I regret, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever. Stop. You can’t continue like this. You will be your own end like this. Stop. You are a horrible person, you should have been better. Stop. I am disgusted in you, you should have done better. Stop. You are insane, they look at this and see you for who you are, A creep, you are crazy. shut up. Just stop. I’m sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. Sorry. I’m sorry for what I did……………………………………………..?
What did I do? to deserve this? I can’t remember. Why am I doing this? It’s silent. I can’t hear myself anymore, I can’t talk. Why? Someone, please, don’t leave.
Don’t leave.