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The following is a transcription of an audio cassette I discovered in my father’s safe, shortly after he died. The tape has been transcribed for you here in its entirety for my own sake.

Dad - Can you say that again?

Grandpa - Which part?

Dad - The date Dad, the recorder wasn’t close enough. I wanna make sure we get everything.

Grandpa - Why is it so important that you get every last detail anyway?

Dad - Because that’s what the doctor said, Dad. The more detail we get, the better he can

help you.

Grandpa - Oh! is that right? He’s gonna help me huh? How’s he gonna do that exactly? Stuff some more magic pills down my pocket? Maybe sign me up for group therapy? Those are ALWAYS loads of fun!

Dad - No, I think he just wants to get a better understanding of -

Grandpa - He can’t help me. Nobody can. Better psychiatrists have tried and failed. You wouldn’t believe me anyway. There’s no point.

Dad - Well, If nothing else it would help us and the doc to make better decisions regarding you. Look, I promise that I will listen to everything you have to say. I promise I’ll believe you ok?

Grandpa - Don’t say that! You can’t promise me something like that. It’s a bullshit statement and you know it.

Dad - Alright fine. Fair enough. I promise that I will TRY to believe ok? I’ll … try. Look, forget about the doctor alright? I want to know what happened that night, ME. I want to know what you were doing in Norway. Why you can never get a damn good night’s sleep, just tell me, please.

Grandpa - (Deep breath) …fine

February 20, 1943. That’s when it all went down. The Axis Powers had been almost completely driven outta Africa, and the Soviets had effectively turned the tide of war in Eastern Europe. We Had the Nazis on the run, for the time being at least. They were vulnerable, sure, but they still had every capability of rebounding and kicking our asses. As such, the US was particularly interested in taking out any and all Axis weapons development programs.

Dad - Weapons development programs? What, like their tanks or the atomic bomb or -

Grandpa - Exactly. The Allies specifically targeted their hard water factories to cripple their production of the atomic bomb. But there were other targets. So-called “Wonder Weapon” projects scattered all over German-occupied territories. Manufacturing depots, chemical weapons labs, bioweapons research centers, etc. THAT’S what I was doing in Norway.

Dad - Where in Norway did they send you?

Grandpa - Why? You don’t need to know that. Nobody does!

Dad - Sorry, I guess not. Can you give me a rough estimate at least? Norway’s pretty fucking big. I’d like to know where to imagine you during this.

Grandpa - … Northern Norway. Far off the mainland lay an island with a Nazi outpost on it. Very little was known about the place at the time regarding its exact purpose and mission. According to our spies inland and the Norwegian rebels, the locals referred to it simply as “Fort Ond”. They said it was … a bad place. That the prisoners who were taken there were never seen again. That the waters bordering its shore were barren of all aquatic life and colder than even the most bone-chilling frostbite. When our spies approached the locals to try to get more information, most people refused to talk about it. Said it was bad to even be talking about the place. One local reportedly chased our guy out of his fish and tackle shop with a broom at the mere mention of it. Command didn’t give a shit about any of that though. Their only concern was 2 things. “Why is this installation so far from the German homeland? And “Why is it so far from mainland Norway? The conclusion they came to was that the Nazis had to be developing some sort of weapon there that they didn’t wanna risk infecting a lot of people with.

Dad - So, they thought it was a chemical weapons plant?

Grandpa - No, they thought it was a bioweapons lab. Smallpox, anthrax you know that kinda stuff. We THOUGHT that’s what they were doing there, but we didn’t know for sure. That’s where my unit came in, and where Operation Maelstrom was greenlit.

Dad - Maelstrom?

Grandpa - I didn’t pick the damn name. Anyways, they wanted to keep the operation as covert as possible. Minimal manpower. One squad of British SAS, one squad of Canadian commandos, and last but not least, one squad of Army Rangers. Including yours truly.

Dad - Was the purpose of the mission just to gather intel or-

Grandpa - Our first priority was the eradication of the fort’s inhabitants and the seizure of any relevant intel. However, we were also prepared for it to turn into a sabotage mission at a moment’s notice. Leadership felt pretty confident about the bioweapons theory and didn’t wanna take any chances with letting the stuff potentially getaway, hence the limited manpower. The last thing we wanted was for the krauts to get spooked by a large invasion force and flee with any samples….

Dad - Dad? Are you ok?

Grandpa - Yeah, just gimme a second.

(The metallic opening sound of a lighter can be heard, along with the sizzling burning of paper)

Dad - Really? You gotta do that now huh?

Grandpa - What? Oh! I’m sorry, is the smoke gonna bother your little nose that much? Would you prefer I do it some other time?

Dad - I’d prefer you didn’t fucking do it all! Though, In a way, it’s oddly inspiring. A senior citizen, part of “The Greatest Generation” still puffing that shit all these years like it’s of no consequence to his health.

Grandpa - Fuck the consequences. Can I continue now? Or is this gonna turn into an intervention? Cause if so, tell me now so I can save you the time and just leave the room and enjoy the rest of my smoke.

Dad - … please continue.

Grandpa - We were all flown to Iceland for our briefing. I didn’t know any of the other men apart from the squad of rangers who were assigned to the mission. Even then, I only knew 4 of the other rangers. Hawks, Goff, McKinley, and Weathers. Good guys. Hawks was always a bit of a hard ass but I knew he meant well. He was also the only officer in our strike force and had been designated as commander over it. After everyone had arrived We all gathered up late that night for the briefing. Something about the mission didn’t sit right with me from that very moment. The sheer lack of intel we had to go off of regarding: fort size, manpower, and exact purpose just seemed odd to me. I remember thinking to myself “I hope this is enough men ‘’. When I did so I caught Weathers looking around too. I could tell he was thinking the same thing. From there we boarded a British destroyer that took us less than 10 miles from the island. We had to travel the remaining distance on our own in 2 PT boats. I remember just how cold it was that night. How we all subconsciously stood closer to each other than normal in a vain attempt to try to stay warm. Like a bunch of penguins, the lot of us. It was a half-hour ride to the island so we stayed like that for a while. Just hunkered up and tried to keep warm as much as we could while we waited for any sign of something. When we were about a mile from the island, we got that sign.

We saw it long before we ever got near the stuff. When we did, we all went silent and watched as we slowed down our boats to make a cautious approach. A thick fog had blanketed the sea around the coastline in all directions for about a half mile. It had a faint… red hue to it. Not a deep red, just faintly visible. It towered above us nearly 15 feet in the air like a tidal wave and seemingly stared us down. We slowly crept our boats up to it inch by inch until our bows were nearly kissing it. From there, a few of the Canadians on the adjacent boat got out some equipment and began probing the fog for any sign of toxins. We all sat there and waited for them to finish their work. As they did so I took notice of the absolute unnaturalness of it all. It made no movement towards, nor away from us. Yet it billowed and Contracted and breathed soothingly in place like you would expect a body of smoke to do. I remember distinctly thinking of it not as a wall, but more like a veil or a curtain. Hiding the island from us. A few minutes later the Canadians signaled over to our boat and gave Hawks the thumbs up. The fog wasn’t toxic as far as they could tell. Given our mission though, we couldn’t take any chances of it being a gas of some kind. Better safe than sorry. So we donned our gas masks and made sure our suits were nice and sealed up. I in particular had taken the liberty of duct taping around my gloves and boots to ensure it was airtight. Then, we started our boats back up and slowly sailed on into the unknown.

At first, I couldn’t see anything. The fog was so thick it limited my visibility to just a few feet in front of me. And even less so in front of the boat. We couldn’t have our lights on for fear of being spotted. When we were out in the open water this was fine of course. The moon and stars lit up the surrounding waters nicely for us. But now, there was little to no light penetrating the fog. we were engulfed in near-total darkness. So we just slowly inched our way forward as safely as we could. I just sat there and watched the red vapor hit and dance off my goggles while I searched for any sign of land. For a while, nobody said a word. We all just waited for what seemed like an eternity. The longer we pushed ahead, the tighter the grip on my rifle became as my nerves started up. Finally, One of the Brits broke the silence. I watched him tap the man in front of him and heard him whisper “Are we sure this is the right -‘’ his sentence was quickly interrupted. We had landed.

The entire boat shook wildly as a few of us lost our footing and had to grab the side walls to stay upright. As we did so, I looked around me and noticed the fog gradually growing thinner as we made our approach. Steadily, its opacity diminished. I could begin to see shapes through the veil. The crunching noises ceased a few seconds later and with them, so too did the fog from my line of sight. It was still there, but it was thinner and lower to the ground than it was over the open sea. It only came up to our knees from that point on. Which meant I could finally see our objective. The island. It was … a mess of scattered jagged rocks and hills. Caverns and towering cliffs that seemed to scatter in all directions. Like a porcupine made of stone. At its center, one giant hill stood out. I followed it from the base to the peak with my eyes and at its peak, there was a door. That was it. Not a trace of human life. No pathways, no trenches, no buildings of any kind. Nothing that would suggest any sort of operation was being undertaken on the island. There were a few guard towers of course. We knew at least that much from our aerial photos, but we had chosen our landing site specifically to be in a blind spot they wouldn’t see us from. That was it though. Apart from the door that stuck out amidst the terrain looking utterly unnatural in the distance, there was not a sign of life. No buzzing of insects, no splashing of fish, no chirping of birds, even the wind itself seemed to bow before the island’s authority and ceased completely. No life whatsoever. I thought back to when we first encountered the fog and just how right I was in my thought process. We truly had crossed a veil of some kind.

Captain Hawks, gave the hand signals. We all filed out and patrolled inland as fast as we could to a nearby cave. The Norwegians were waiting for us there.

Dad - The Norwegians? Were they the ones who gave you the fort’s intel to begin with?

Grandpa - The very same. Adding them to our roster brought our total strike force to 35 men….

Dad - Dad?

Grandpa - …

Dad - it’s ok Dad, take your time

Grandpa - (takes a deep breath)

We headed into the cave and linked up with the Norwegians. Who sat steadfast in defensive positions. One of them stood up as soon as we breached the darkness of the cavern and swung his gun over in our direction, shouting at us to presumably lower our weapons, before quickly lowering his own back down and making a half-hearted apology attempt. Hawks was livid. He stormed over to the man and with one forceful strike of his fist he sent the poor Norwegian hurtling towards the ground. “You some kind of fucking moron kid? I was this close. THIS CLOSE to blowing your goddamn head off!” the commander of the Norwegians rushed over to stand between the two of them. “Please forgive us, sir! We’ve been on edge since we arrived a few hours ago! it was an honest mistake!” He helped his fallen soldier back to his feet and ordered him to the back of the cavern to tend to his face. Afterward, he and Hawks stared at each other for a few seconds in silence while we all just waited for one of them to speak. The leader of the Norwegians spoke first.

“Something is wrong. Very wrong. Our intel is severely off.” He said. “None of the guard towers have occupants and we haven’t seen a Nazi soldier patrolling the island for 3 days now. We’ve been spying on the island for weeks now as best we could. The entire time we did so soldiers were patrolling the shores, manning the towers, and watching the coastlines. But 3 days ago this… fog emerged. Obscured our vision and made it nearly impossible to see anything on the island. Since we arrived we’ve done multiple sweeps and scouting runs along the island’s surface before your arrival. No one is here, American. Not a soul. It’s like they just… vanished. At least, from the island’s surface.” I looked back over at Mckinley who did the same. We exchanged confused looks at one another before returning our gaze back at the 2 leaders who were now talking too quietly to one another to hear. Finally, Hawks turned to face us and with a deep sigh said “We THINK the Nazis have locked themselves away within the fort’s cave systems and interior. According to our good buddies here, the island’s surface is safe. Let’s hope they’re right. Conduct final checks on all your equipment then form up by the cave entrance. We’re going in.”